Thursday, October 22, 2009

mera akela safar

Mobile me set kiya hua alarm har 5-5 min par baj raha tha,lekin meri aankhen ab bhi sona chahti thi,saamne khadi sachchaai ko shayad ye aankhe jaan bujh kar jhuthla rahi thi,jo mann pichle 3 mahine se ye soch kar khush tha,ki wo ab saat samundar paar ja kar rehne wala hai,wahi mann aaj na jaane kyu dukhi sa ho rakha hai,yahi to tha,jise paane ke liye kya kuch nai kiya tha usne,shayad yahi wo samay tha,jisne rishtey or lagaav ko har ichcha ke upar bhari bana diya tha,mann bar bar vichalit ho raha tha,na jaane kyu kadam wapis lene ko ji karta tha. mann,aankhen,dil,rishtey,lagaav or aane wale pal ke bich chal rahi is jaddo jehad me achanak se ek alp viram sa lag gaya,ek haath jisne mere sar ko mamta bhare sparsh se chhua,or aankhe khulne par majboor ho gai,or dhire se ek doli hui aawaz aai,"beta 5 baj gaye hai,utth jao,papa taiyaar ho chuke hai,tum bhi taiyaar ho jao" itna keh kar maa wapis chali gai,na jaane kis sonch me mai utha, naha dho kar khud taiyaar to ho gaya, lekin mann ab tak sona chahta tha, bahar ke ujaale ko dekhne se aankhen katraa rahi thi, achanak se darwaje ke paas ek auto riksha ke aane ki aawaz sunai di or kuch kcshan ke baad papa andar aaye or bole, chlo auto aa gaya hai, mai sub sun kar bhi kuch nahi sun pa raha tha, sub dekh kar bhi kuch nahi dekh pa raha tha,achanak maa ne kaha, main bhi chalti hun railway station tak, papa maan gaye, ab mann ke vyakulta par ek alpviraam jesa lag gaya tha, maa saath thi, papa or chhota bhai bhi saath ththe, railway station par pahuchte he dekha ki mama ji pehle he waha maujud the , ab sabhi log mujhe kiul station tak chhodne jane ki baat kar rahe the, wo kuch sochte ye bolte usse pehle he mai bol baith,, han han aap sub kiul tak chaliye,maa to jaise mere isi baat ka intizaar kar rahi thi, jhatt se unhone bhi han bol diya, mama ji ne kiul ki ticket li,train aate he hum log apne jagah par baith gaye, mai maa ke paas baitha, sabhi log baaten kar rahe the,, or main maa ke god me sar rakh kar so gaya achanak kuch der ke baad aankh khuli or yun he aansuon ke dhaar aankhon se behne lage, maa ko pata bhi na tha ki uska beta uske godd me sar rakh kar sone ke bahane ro raha hai, achanak maa ne mere sar par yun he haath feri, mera dil is kadar bhaaw vibhal ho utha ki batane ko shabd nahi pure padenge, maa ne usi kram me dobara mere sir par haath fera or ab mai khud ko sambhaal nahi paya, bilak bilak kar rone laga maa ke godd me, sub chup the, maa bhi chup thi, lekin sar par haath fere ja rahi thi, chup karane ki kosis to kar rahi thi, lekin khud ke aanshu nahi rok pa rahi thi, us pal aabhash hua ki ek bachche ko ek maa kitne achche se samajhti or janti hai, chah kar bhi itne karib se pita ya koi or nahi jaan pata shayad, mera mann is baat ko soch soch kar he dara ja raha tha ki 6 saal main sub se dur kese rahunga, mann ke is jaddo jehed me na jaane kiul tak ka safar kab khatam ho gaya or train kiul station pahuch gai, pata he nahi chala, kiul station utre 30 min se bhi jyada ho chuka tha ab,, lekin mujhe to jese lag raha tha ki abhi 5 minute pehle he yaha aaye hai, mai maa ke saath he baitha tha ki achanak ghadghadi hui jor se siti marti train platform me aa khadi hui,, ab samay aa chuka tha ki mai maa ke saath saath chote bhai or mama ji ko alvida kahu. tabhi achanak dushri taraf se chhote mama waha aaye,, aate he mujhe ek chocolate ka packet dete hue bole,, beta aane me der ho gai, papa or manjhle mama ne tab tak saman train me rakh liya tha, ab train khulne he wali thi, mai upar chaddha, apni sit par aa kar baitha, bahar platform par khidki ke paas maa, bhai or mama ji aa khade hue,, papa mere saath delhi tak ja rahe the, train khul gai,, or train ki gati ke saath saath meri aankhen bhi namm hoti chali gai,, mai subko dekhta ja raha tha,, or train mujhe subse dur le ja rahi thi,, maa ki aankhe namm thi,, kuch na keh kar bhi keh rahi thi ki wo mere liye kitni bechain rahengi agle 6 saal,train ki gati baddhi or sub piche chhut gaye, or is tarah mai ek akele safar ke taraf nikal pada... ye safar ab tak annthin dikh raha hai, agle hisse me aapko aage ke safar ke bare me bataunga...

3 comments:

SpLeNdIfErOuS StalWaRt said...
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Dr.amit said...

thnx dear :)

julie said...
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